ngl tho’ i’ve gotten a lot better with handling stressful driving situations. i still get told all the time that i’m way too nervous of a driver. but, if i’m suddenly detoured from my usual route or somehow can’t get where i need to, i just really passionately talk to myself and curse like crazy and that helps me get thru it
seriously man. i even have trouble changing lanes because i feel like i’m drifting dangerously just glancing over my shoulder. and then i freak out because i then feel like i didn’t check well because i was so busy worrying about drifting. how drive
girl don’t ask me i’m surprised i managed to pass my test. before i took it, i was so rattled and so anxious that i was shaking. when it comes to like the regular two-lane highways, i can pass like a pro, but any more than that with more traffic than i’m used to and i freak the fuck out
but i feel u. the drifting thing is scary as hell.
well, i start training tomorrow. it’s not a glorious job, but at least i’ll be making money for myself and to start saving. and i’ll be able to study for my pharmacy board in the meantime and pay for the test myself (lol $129 for a fucking test kiss my ass jfc)
I feel if I was in any horror situation I would be so safe and calm because with any other person they would be screaming and crying but if he and I were trapped in a building surrounded by ravenous mutants he would just be deadpan like “they are so rude I can’t believe this. Let’s blow this Popsicle stand.”